A Big Announcement {But First, a Confession}

I’ve got a big announcement, but I want to start out with a confession, first.

Have you ever yearned to do something big? Something way bigger than your abilities—something so way out there it almost felt like there was no use even trying? So you ended up wimping out and settling for the easy thing…the comfortable thing…the thing you knew you could do?

*Sigh*

Well, sweet friends, I’m here to confess that did just that. I went for the comfortable thing. 

Last fall I submitted a book proposal (on the subject of prayer) to my editor at Harvest House, thinking, “Oh yeah, I can do this…”

My editor’s response? Kind words that tickled my ears. “Oh, this is a slam-dunk!” Meaning she felt the acquisitions board would love it and that it would sail through and get approved by the publishing board.

Wrong.

To my editor’s surprise (and mine), the publishing board rejected my proposal because there were too many similar books. But then things got interesting. The publishing board totally surprised me, saying, “We want to see you get out of the “books of prayer” box and write something bigger. Something more meaty." (Not that prayer isn’t meaty, but you get the idea).

I felt so busted.

Though I had sensed God leading me to write a more meaningful book, I allowed lack of experience (I’m a high-school drop-out just winging it, folks), flat-out fear, and lack of confidence in my abilities to trump what I sensed He really desired. But in His mercy, God moved on the hearts of my publishers and they invited me to do a bigger book.

And that’s when I sensed God inviting me out into the deep. The scary place where I couldn’t touch bottom. The place where it’s sink or swim, baby.

So I took several months to think and pray. And in January, when my husband and I participated in our usual 3-week Daniel fast, God made it clear to me that this was the way to go.

Here’s the announcement part: At the end of May I signed with my publisher to write book #2, a book of hope and promise for women. It’s tentatively titled She Believes, based on Luke 1:45, which I believe is every woman’s verse. 

Blessed is she who believed that there would be a fulfillment of the things the Lord had spoken to her. (Luke 1:45)

It should release next summer. And I can’t wait to share it with you. But first I have to actually write it. Which I’m doing now, when I’m not praying with my face pressed into the carpet begging God to give me grace, to breathe on this book, shape it, and make it meaningful and beautiful. It’s a place of sacred desperation I’ve never known.

{If you seriously know how to pray, I would seriously love your prayers.}

In the meantime, know this: God loves you too much to allow you to choose the easy, comfortable way. He invites us out into the deep. To the place of utter dependence on Him—the place where dreams unfold but at a cost none of us can imagine. The place of destiny.

If you are struggling to move out into the deep, scary places, I understand. But I also know God is faithful. He will help us and never leave us.

Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Don’t be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord God, my God, is with you. He will not fail you or forsake you. (1 Chronicles 28:20)

A Prayer for You

Lord, Help me not to always choose the easy thing. Give me a strong and courageous heart and meet me as I dare to step out and do the big thing—the scary thing. Help me to keep moving forward and do the work You have called me to do. Help me not to allow myself to be afraid or discouraged. Thank you for Your very real presence covering every area of my life. I’m grateful You will never fail me, because You, God, are utterly faithful. In the mighty name of Jesus, Amen.

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